It's time to change ^^

Harlo to my blog again !
Yesterday I was attending a cosmetic make up class name of Mary Kay with Yee Ling.
1st they show us how to apply foundation, eyeshadow bla bla bla...
After that, we need to make up ourselves ...
My 1st OS : OMG !! I need make up myself ...
I feel I can't do it cause I never try make up myself ...Maybe got few times but just only main-main ...LOL !!

Yee ling she got make up experience than me
But I also got read magazine so I just do it for fun ...
But my eye bags are too obvious !!
Cannot conceal at all !!
Hate my eye bags !!

I feel that I should change ASAP !!
Why?
Girls/Ladies/Women also want people praise them prettier what ...
haha
Not only outlook but my attitude
I dislike my mouth un-control
I can't speak nice words to people
My look always cheat people that I was kind,polite,generous,hardworking,obedient ...
And I'm not ...
I don't know how to show my smile to people especially guy ...@@
I admit I'm realistic and I not that well communicate with guy ...
I feel annoyed
hmmpphh~
I always tell myself
I need to change Change CHANGE !!
but I failed ...
LOL ~

I hope I can change myself right now !!
Speak nicely words to people & become prettier ~

That's all .
Bye.