It's time to change ^^

Harlo to my blog again !
Yesterday I was attending a cosmetic make up class name of Mary Kay with Yee Ling.
1st they show us how to apply foundation, eyeshadow bla bla bla...
After that, we need to make up ourselves ...
My 1st OS : OMG !! I need make up myself ...
I feel I can't do it cause I never try make up myself ...Maybe got few times but just only main-main ...LOL !!

Yee ling she got make up experience than me
But I also got read magazine so I just do it for fun ...
But my eye bags are too obvious !!
Cannot conceal at all !!
Hate my eye bags !!

I feel that I should change ASAP !!
Why?
Girls/Ladies/Women also want people praise them prettier what ...
haha
Not only outlook but my attitude
I dislike my mouth un-control
I can't speak nice words to people
My look always cheat people that I was kind,polite,generous,hardworking,obedient ...
And I'm not ...
I don't know how to show my smile to people especially guy ...@@
I admit I'm realistic and I not that well communicate with guy ...
I feel annoyed
hmmpphh~
I always tell myself
I need to change Change CHANGE !!
but I failed ...
LOL ~

I hope I can change myself right now !!
Speak nicely words to people & become prettier ~

That's all .
Bye.

Aloha May !!

I totally run of my mind to write a blog
wohoho~
&
Now I coming back..
Maybe next post will after few months??
XD

2011
Start to work & a lot expenses are facing to me !!
I know I like to spend my salary --> a young lady don't know how to save money !!
Maybe too much thingsssss attract me to buy them !!
( What a lousy excuse ?! ) LOL

Yet I bought a pinky HP to myself
PINKY !!
I also feel pinky not really suit me cause I looks like a guy
I means my personality but not outlook..
I not so well to using it..
haha

I satisfied to myself cause I almost reach my target of the 1st year I work !!
clap for me **
But I know my life is bored..
What to do?
I'm lazy worm..
no outing just like a old people..
stay at home watch anime, drama..
Now I also didn't play badminton due to some reason..
Maybe I don't have motive to outing..( excuse again? )
I really want express it but I can't !!
I feel so sad..( sometimes when missing nobody)
Why every times also like that ??
Is it a joke to me ??
Yeah, fate like to made joke with me..
Miracle will happen to me again ??
*superb hope it will happen to me
- Stop of my emo -

Opss !! Today is Wesak's day !!
But my company don't have holiday !!
So sad I can't go temple for a pray..

Okay, stop here..
I don't think got people will around my blog..haha~
just talking nonsense !!
Bye.